posts tagged "poetry prose and random babbling"

So tomorrow I take my Microsoft exam again…

And I’m fucking freaking out. I have to pass it this time because if I don’t then the ratio of certified employees won’t be high enough because there’s only 4 people that work there and I’m the only system engineer right meow and what kind of system engineer can’t pass a fucking test and if I don’t pass it then the company could lose it’s credibility and it’s the 4th time I’m taking it and I had to pay for it myself this time and that put me in the hole $150 and I’m scared because I think I’m too stupid to pass this and I don’t want to lose my job and I don’t want the company to go down because my boss had so much faith in me and hired me because he thought I was smart and would learn quickly but all I’m proving is that I suck and I’m so bad at taking tests and that’s one of the reasons why I had to drop out of university and I feel like such a fucking failure and OH MY GOD I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT OVER THIS I WISH I COULD STOP. Why do I do this to myself?

Even if I’m a little bit remotely sad

I can come on here and feel a lot better. Thanks guys

I’m such an awkward human

Today I was setting up a new employee with his credentials to log in, and he was prompted to create a new password. My words, “You can set your little heart’s… desire to whatever you want password to be… *mumbles* I don’t English very well…”

Some people get baby fever…

I get husky fever c: I need one so badly lol

GUYS I’M FINALLY ALMOST DONE WITH DOCTOR WHO AND I’M GOING TO WATCH SHERLOCK NEXT I’M SO EXCITED

So please Sherlock fandom of the tumblr world

I am a diehard fan of the original stories, would I be disappointed with the show? I’ve only heard excellent things about it, and Benedict Cumberbatch is adorable and how I always pictured Mr. Holmes, but I’m just worried that my prejduce will make the show not good for me if it doesn’t follow decently. I NEED OPINIONS.

Watching Doctor Who is emotionally draining.

Guilty pleasure…

Pulling out sheet music I stole in high school from choir and sight reading complex music in foreign languages just to remember that I still got it.

Lol this is only the 3rd time in 5 years that I’ve changed my theme

And by changed my theme I mean I adjusted the code to different colors and like minor shit. And I’ve never changed my url. Shit takes too much effort to customize everything the way I like it like every 2 months I don’t know how you guys do it O.o

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